Bittersweet feelings accompany me as I waited to leave Nairobi. My mind spun with all of the people I’d met, things I’d done and seen, precious gems of learning, and most importantly what God purposed for me. I feel a little fearless. Wow, I traveled to Africa by myself. But not really. God was with me all the way. As though I had my own private escort.

What had I gained in the past two weeks?

  • The world is not as it seems. Those we think must be doing God’s work may have selfish motives.
  • God’s people do triumph.
  • Those who are blessed with wealth must be obedient to giving.
  • God has not called me to be a missionary, but He has called me to a writing ministry.
  • God has created the world for us to enjoy–its beauty and its grandeur. But we are held accountable to care for its people. That not only means equipping the poor to climb out of their poverty, but also to understand democracy. We are the ones to observe, watch, and demand our government officials be trusted men and women of integrity.

How I’ve changed from this trip:

  • Always ask questions about things I don’t understand.
  • I have zero tolerance for those who do nothing with their lives. I saw those who had nothing do great things while all around me I see those who have everything and do nothing.
  • I’ve learned patience.
  • To show more love to others.
  • To strive for reconciliation in world and personal relationships.
  • To continue with my education even if I’m 70 years old while obtaining my doctorate.
  • To do all I can to fight the war on terrorism and the spread of Islam through evangelism.

One thing I know for certain: “I shall return.”